02/25/2026
I am suffering and sad im so sad i havent been able to get much work on my site done yesterday or today cause on tuesday (which is what is yesterday to me) i hit my head really hard on the metal between my school bus windows and my full head hurt i was dizzy and really tired all day. its been like this today too and its a bit better but im still in a lot of pain and i feel kindof sickly and im so tired :( i really liek to work on this site so im sad
wokring on this is all i really have fun doing anymore outside of playing some games, ive been mainly playing games that were given to me multiple years ago by my dads friend, he gave me a little case with liek 30 xbox 360 games + a black xbox 360 slim. i dont really liek drawing htat much anymore and making this site has been something that ive been able to do in my freetime thats been making me so much happier than drawing has made me in the past like 3 years, i have started to draw a bit again on chicken smoothie but i havent finished anything ive wanted to show off yet.
idk im sad :( i want to have energy to work on this, its only been like two days but ive been really miserable, the day i hit my head was awful for a bunch of other reasons aside from my head but it also made wednesday reallreally bad and my dad refuses to let me stay home from school for some reason. im writing this at 11:57 pm rite now before i sleep, my dad said if i still feel bad i might not have to go but idk idk sigh, i havent even done anything the past two days during school so its pretty much just been me wasting time while trying not to cry, i DID cry yesterday while on the bus and i was trying not to today because i was getting really anxious about how severe i could be injured. idk sigh sigh, this is probably kindof nonsensical idk i dont feel like proofreading this im tired
